mylifes

2009-10-01T06:45:00.000-07:00

Why is everyone on hiatus, yet I'm still blogging? Come on ppl, give urself a break, won't you?

Ugh most disappointed with physics, expected better since the paper looked easy.. 33/65 uh, which means I got a B4 for combined sci.
Yes! Got nothing lesser than a B4, in other words, no Cs. Guess my hard work has paid off, but the feeling of not investing my full efforts still plagues me. Hmm history was cool, got 22/25 for essay, which was a last min thing. Source based wasn't v good, esp the last question.
As for geog, woots!! 44/50 for human geog. Hope my physical geog will do well uh, in order to get an A1. Physical geog was freakishly screwed ahhhhh:((( hope results will turn out fine. mixed feelings.
Get so high for emath and amath also no use, still A1 :( not fair right, imagine a person gets 75 while the other gets 90 and above, they still attain an A, so it's rather unfair. Chinese , wo nothing to say.

So if geog gets A1, L1R5 = 13. Deduct two points = 11 . In conclusion = tampinesjc

2009-09-29T00:24:00.000-07:00

Feel so unjust, one more mark to get an A for combined humans, ugh...

2009-09-25T05:51:00.000-07:00

I have been quite reluctant to blog these days becoz my blog's background is in a mess. I need to revamp my blog as soon as possible, and probably get a new URL and maybe even change to LJ.
Thrilled at the fact that prelims is over, but digruntled becoz the actual thing awaits us in a short span of time. Losing my momentum, haven't been revising for the past few days. Need to reflect hmmmmm. I am SO very unwilling to go to sch, knowing the fact that I have to serve physical detention, which is to walk 4 x 40 rounds around the fucking humid greasly canteen yuck pui. Don't know what's up with the school. Holy remarkable 'help' for us, students.

Zz in no time this blog shall be closed down since no one's tagging and owner's being on and off, accumulating unseen dust on the front page. Anyway Im super happy with my A and Emath, got both A1s! Most remarkable's amath; 91, wooooot!!

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Yay, deleted the background. okay soon gonna demolish this blog and start another one le yoi!

2009-09-13T23:35:00.000-07:00

Oh my ... Geog was a mess, a terrible mess. Stuffs that I studied, suchas river landforms didn't come out... Argh. And things that I didn't really study, like the bloody waterfall and headland n bays came out instead.. Awww things gonna turn out fugly I bet. Math was a breeze, pretty easy.
Yeaps tmr Amath and kinda looking forward to it, becoz that's the sub I'm most confident in. Gonna say bye to physical geog, nabei

Deprived of sleep, slept at 3am ytd night becoz I just can't fall asleep. I'm losing my ability of speech and movements now so byeee

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2009-09-05T09:24:00.000-07:00

Argh calculator died on me. Now I'm left with nothing to do, can't calculate anything.
Chionging geog tmr omg hate memorizing :( I'm gonna get 1st in class lol don't laugh

Feeling Creativeee

2009-09-04T05:18:00.000-07:00

Self-proclaim good girl needs a rest too. Finally I'm using my com after 100 days +++. The previous posts were all posted through my mobile, quite troublesome tho, but getting use to it. Right now, kinda feel weird typing on the keyboard, really weird. And the room here is really dark, like the rooms from the creepy, desolated mansion. But only thing different is that this room is free from cobwebs.

Im am really really bored. Having stuck at math for a few hours not accomplishing simple questions made me feel nauseous, like you know those kind of feeling you get when you isolate yourself in the room for a long long day. Boredom, one factor that kills about 1% of the population in the world. How tragic. People die from suicide, self-mutilation, oxygen-deficit, popping a zillion slping pills, slashing own wrists, jumping down the building.... and the list seems to go on foreverrrrr. Attribute suicide to BOREDOM! BOREDOM YOU LITTLE SUCKER YOU SHOULD DIE SINCE YOU KILL SO MANY PEOPLE! But fear not, coz those who dies of boredom are usually poeple who suffer from mental case :o

See, im so bored that i even forgotten to eat my dinner. It's effing cold on the dining table, waiting for the flies to eat, waiting to rot.

I decided to stop doing math for today. Really suck.

My friend, Fifi

Fifi tried to do some weightlifting, but failed. Ended up decapitated, arms and feet severed.

wanted to upload photos, but blogger is really slow, slowpoke TORTOISE!. Should write a complaint to its management. HMPH! Go to my facebook bah..

In the meanwhileee.. I was searching for JC's cut off point
I copied and paste from http://sis.moe.gov.sg/schinfo/html/JCAggregateRange.htm
Arts comes first then Science
L1R5 Aggregate Scores (With Bonus Points) of Students Admitted To Junior Colleges In The 2008 Joint Admissions Exercise (JAE)

S/No Junior College Arts Science/IB
1 Anderson JC 9 8
2 Anglo-Chinese JC 7 6
3 Anglo-Chinese School
(Independent) - 6
4 Catholic JC 11 10
5 Hwa Chong Institution 3 3
6 Innova JC 19 20
7 Jurong JC 13 13
8 Meridian JC 10 10
9 Nanyang JC 10 10
10 National JC 5 5
11 Pioneer JC 16 16
12 Raffles JC 4 3
13 Serangoon JC 20 18
14 St. Andrew's JC 9 9
15 Tampines JC 13 13
16 Temasek JC 7 6
17 Victoria JC 6 4
18 Yishun JC 20 20

i really dont wanna go srjc or yjc becoz my parents will not like it i guess. I myself too. My chinese already got a B3... I wanna go nanyang or meridian or tampines.

:D

2009-09-03T23:08:00.000-07:00

我现在是非常的累的loh，很不好笑所以不要笑不然我会揍你。。。
Hay trying out the Chinese software in my phone. Real cool man my phone is a multilingual phone which has a list of languages to choose from wow. Anyway typing Chinese in my blog is really funny to me coz I have never tried it before, not even onceee.
Ok speaking of Chinese, today's paper was loathsome. Was in a state of daze coz I was freaking tired, yet forced my eyes to scrutinise those Chinese words. When came to the last compre passage, my mind totally ceased to think and it went into hibernation. I can't understand why so they have to make us do factual passage , so mundane kk ! 他妈的！ then my body started to rebel, it wanted to sleep to * snores * 他爸的。lol anyway didn't even bother to read the passage, literally lifted the answers.

History essay was a success, but source based failed me. Darn left with 25 mins after my essays finish..

I said I was tired in the beginning of my post so 我要sleep already

2009-09-03T04:26:00.000-07:00

A society filled with stereotypes. Pui. Be idiosyncratic man, zz.

Today, ss essays were goners. Mutherfuxking the topics that I studied didn't came out, how sway. Still, managed to blast my way through ques 3 using common sense. Hope my common sense can help me score good marks. Chinese was alright. I would say it's easier than O level.

Gonna chiong my history and secure an A man, buaiz

Happy teacher's day

2009-08-31T21:57:00.000-07:00

well today is the official day of teachers' day, not yesterday. So here I am, wishing all the teachers, regardless colour, race or religion, ahappy teachers' day! I'm quite grateful of them, becoz of them, we are extricated from school today! Bravo teachers! Another day of break is definitely a worth while day to relaxxx. Ok I wasn't in school ytd for the dumb marathon. Still, I think that I missed out much fun, missed out seeing the class giving our teachers their heartfelt gratification, missed out seeing the touched expressions on the teachers face and also missed by last year of teacher day celebration in coral :( nevertheless I had a good day yesterday.

Met up with Dora and we wandered aimlessly around voiddecks( not a good thing, mr sam doesnt like us loitering hor) becoz the fucking school locked the school up from letting us enter. Lame ugh! Then, after a long wait, we finally got in. Thankgod! the sun was blistering. Then we walked around cps to reminisce our childhood memories. I realized something then, the ceiling ain't as high as in coralsec, so do the steps. I felt like a giant walking around places filled with little midgets. Then came Jarel and Sigrid. Walked around too and visited our ex teachers. So glad we saw mrs goh! We talked a little and took a group picture, which included oswin and gina and mrs king. Speaking of mrs king, I suddenly find her kinds amusing. She was a music teacher and I remember in those days, when we were settled down in the music room, she would make us say ' good morning mrs king' with this funny tune which I think she composed herself. Lalala then nothing lorhhhh. Many don't come back hmph! People like Adeline cynthia Leonard were missing in action arghhh!!!

Then later, went to swensons at tamp with Mom and bro. Glad that we went to swensons, becoz ytd it was the last day of 1-for-1 lunch promotion. Ate till my fill. Now i'm in a fat mood. Lol

Anyway need lots of catching up with my geography. Hmph hmph.( idk why I love saying hmph!)

Tatas

2009-08-30T21:09:00.000-07:00

Oh no, 50+ more days to O level and I have since lost count to the number of days. It doesn't appear to me that I'm uptight or nervous. It seems like my momentum has died on me, and I really don't know what to do! Feeling restless these days, probably becoz I'm stuck at home for so long. Ok I shall blog abit bout some events but unfortunately, it comes pictureless.

Saturday
Celebrated Fareza's birthday
Met up with Shreya jon Shermine and elaine then Fareza came. Dora didn't come :( proceeded to Lerk( not Jerk coz I always thought it was jerk) Thai and ordered a few ala carte dishes which came with free flow of rice. Jon was really hungry.. Or should I say greedy? He ate 2 plates of mountain-full rice so omg. Then I was telling him ' it's not buffet!' . There were GREEN curry chicken, a great novel dish, Tom Yum soup which cost a bomb, lemon chicken, red curry fish and lastly tummytofu.
Later, we went to town park and played the playground like some young children deprived of playground for months. The see saw part was the best. We played 'tug-a-war' on the seesaw , and challenged among each other to see who was the strongest. Of coz jon won lah, he easily lifted 3 ppl up in one go. Lmao.
Went home feeling sweaty and tired. Fell into deep slumber within a few minutes I slam onto the bed. Happy birthday Fareza, tho a day's late.

Prelim starting soon, agh can't remember my humanities :((

A subordinate of the wiser ones

2009-08-28T07:37:00.000-07:00

I guess everyone is feeling the same way as I am, feeling stress tired and fckup. Less than 2 months to enter the battlefield, which I think I am not fully armed yet. My core geog is being neglected for quite some time, and now I'm feeling a pang of guilt. Guilty. If I don't get an A1 like midyr, then I might as well hang myself already. Combined humans not doing anything to help. Stupid mf piece of shit. How tedious could ss get? I got super bad memory and I doubt I would be able to drill the shits into my brain in sucha short span of time. English? Idk. I hope oral turns out well, becoz my compre sucks. Possible to jump to A2. I would be in cloudnine mood if an A appear.Arghhhhhh to cope with stress, I have been gorging on manymany food such as famous Amos cookies which my mom never fails to buy every week, ikan billis plus peanut which makes a goodsnack when u crave for something to chew, and last of all fatty food. No wonder I have been putting on some weight these days. I needa shed some weight before lumps of fats start developing, since I was never slim :( who cares, exams matter more. I'm aiming a 5As which includes 4A1s. Hopefully my Chinese will shoot to an A2 but I don't think it will happen becoz I don't have the heart to so Chinese anymore. 4A1s must get!
Ohya prelims on the way.. I'm gonna get 4As this time round. Math Amath geog science. God help if u really exist.

Btw I don't understand why are some people against homosexuals. ;(

2009-08-21T04:29:00.000-07:00

My days have been set to idle around, and on certain days I feel that the day was lived in futile. Well, today is one of the days I would say is futile. Even tho went to sch, but learnt nothing much. Got home and found myself feeling groggy, so decided to pamper myself to a short nap. Who knows how short the nap is, ended up waking at 7pm :( See, my life is practically revolving around meaningless events. zz. On a brighter side, I got a new family member today! No, my mom didn't give birth to another sibling, but, I got a hamster from steph! Her hams bred an gave birth to 5(?) hamsters, which one unfortunate ham went to heaven headless, right steph? :( the hamster is sucha a darling. It doesn't bite, doesn't retaliate to my constant touching and patting, and doesn't squeak. ( the only time I heard about the hamster bitting was when it bit Yuanxiu's nail, in class when all the ppl gather around after chem to try to molest the hamster. I say molest coz the hamster looked like one raped victim ) after some contemplation, decided to name the hamster xiaohei. ( haha xiaobai! ) then xiaohei will be one of xiaobai's entourage. Xiaobai is a real human, not some silly domestic pet. Xiaobai is ezzztreaamlly gorgeous, a grade better than Kim Bum!

Anyway, I have made a rather serious decision on my own, which I didn't discuss with my parents. I'm so gonna retake my Chinese and hopefully, if lady luck is smiling, I could get an A( doesn't matter 1 or 2 , an A will be just as good ). Attribute my decision to partly teacher's recommendation. She thinks that I should retake haha! I'm getting mixed feelings now, becoz I don't know if I has made the right decision for myself. Retaking means taking away time from other subs. But! I have finished revision for Emath Amath Chem and part of physics, so I consider myself to have more time, technically.

Off to dinner, bye

2009-08-19T17:54:00.000-07:00

Hi people! I'm not in sch today haha. Had fever and terrible headache last night, so decided not to go to school( since I can't even focus) ah shit I gonna miss 2 hours of history lessons and that's really bad. my combined humans is the worst sub compared to my others..

Well, have gotten back our mother tongue and I would say in not quite satisfied with it. B3! Definitely not in my target range. If I had an A2 I would have jumped for joy. What a hideous B3 that will be listed on my cert. Nevertheless, I'm gonna retake my Chinese. Probably I may get an A2 if I'm lucky, coz, haven't written and come in contact with Chinese for a really long time. 3 mths? Anw, Adeline got an A2. Lol congratulations, I'm so jealous( me sour grape!) :( i'm gonna put my heart to my Amaths,Emath,geog and science and hopefully they turn out A1. A1!
Ok gonna digess from this topic

I think ytd oral was kinda alright. Had alot of things to say, and wasn't feeling anxious like how I was during MT oral. Phew

Happy birthday jon! I won't be in sch to celebrate ur birthday with u so, sorry. May you do well for ur coming N levels , and let's go kuishinbo to eat our hearts out soon!

2009-08-14T00:55:00.000-07:00

Fhate the school's new treatment towards students who come on time or late. Fucking ridiculous. Today was on time for school. ON TIME!! Then guess what? They made me walk 5o rounds around the canteen and serve detention till 9.45pm. What's with this system man ? It's not as if coral is a prestigious top school that they have to do this to students. They claim that this do us good by helping us to be on time for school in future, but isn't it doing us bad too by depriving us of our precious lessons? Moreover O level is due to come, and the principal and teachers can't stop nagging about using time wisely, but they are contradicting themselves by making us stay for the detention. Heng I managed to escape

Imagine FIFTY 50 rounds leh! It's as if you go to school to train your biceps. Might as well head for the gym than going to coral. I understand that it isn't wrong to punish recurring late comers, but the thing is anyone who on time have to endure this shit. Can't believe that they wanted me to walk 50 rounds + detention. Thankgod this is my final year in coral, thank yew!

Damn tired I wanna napppp

2009-08-02T08:18:00.000-07:00

Feel shag. Have lost the motivation to study. Moodless, down, blue, solemn, downcasted, sad, unhappy, unexcited. Tired, saturated, worn and torn out.

We all miss you very much. Rest in peace there. Be happy there. We will always remember you for your optimistic character upon facing any setbacks. We love you.

2009-08-01T07:46:00.000-07:00

Today I lost a friend, a good friend, a great friend. No words can explain how I feel. Terribly upset. But, his kins will be the saddest among all.

Life shouldn't be like this. His young, and god shouldn't just take him away this way.

I'm very happy to have you as a friend. You were a good listener, a great friend, a great person who never failed to be optimistic.

I pray that you will be doing well up there. God bless you. If I had an option, I will definitely want to be a friend of yours in our next life. Take good care up there. We all miss you.

2009-07-31T17:34:00.000-07:00

I just feel that life is very fragile and if smth were to happen to you, you won't be able to escape it. Life is terribly unfair too. Why do ppl at sucha young age suffer this kind of torment when he/she should be enjoying the fun a teenager should have? Why should this happen? Why? Becoz nth is fair.
I feel so lost. Fuck.

2009-07-29T20:07:00.000-07:00

Feel so great for not going to school. It's 11am now, and I guess the upper sec must be having their recess now. Me, still feeling restless even after the long 10 hours sleep. Mood is dying, feel like doing nothing but only watch tv. And the board in school says 88 more days to O levels, yet I'm not even feeling alittle of panicky. Why? Too complacent? No. Too lazy I guess. I shall go have my hearty breakfast man ciaos

2009-07-29T07:17:00.000-07:00

I'm so god damn tired arghh! Never stopped feeling stress and exhausted ever since june hols ended. My eyes are whiny. They are calling for me to stop tormenting them. Tears can't stop flowing out whenever I strain my eyes. Body aching like mad even tho I haven't done any exercises since christ' birth. When the hell would this shiityyy period ennndddddd??! Arguhh . I see classmates slogging their hearts out for revision. This make me feel even more guilty becoz I do not have determination.

I feel like skipping school tmr, so would have more time for self revision. Feel like we did nothing in school. Distractions are everywhere. North south east west you get acquainted with any classmate and chat bout any shit that exists on earth. Distractions are what pulling my motivation down. Sch sucks!

Seeking solace through watching chinese dramas, which isn't helping my Chinese much at all. Results are soon to be out. Great. Put this misery to an end. See how badly I will do for this shitty subject which once was my forte.

Not fair. My brother isn't going to school for good 3 days, as the h1n1 flu is spreading like fire in his level. He say that two days back, 11 classmates were down with fever, altho not sure if h1n1 was the contributing factor. Fyi my bro' s sch is coral pri. Don't go near the kids there becoz you may not know if they might carry the virus. Bless the kids.
To the hell with you fucking swine virus. Even hell doesn't want you, coz you are so troublesome and bring so much trouble.

Collapsing in any time. Bye

2009-07-25T06:59:00.000-07:00

I'm currently a fan of a super splendid gorgeous guy named kim bum aka so yijeung , one of the casts in the hottest show, Boys over Flowers. I bet that every girl who catch a glimpse of him would go wobbly in their legs and wrenching in their hearts. He has the prettiest smile with a perennial charm which never fails to 'woah' girls. But strictly speaking, lee min ho is still a head over kimbum. One cannot deny his outstanding stature and features that makes him stand out in F4. Do I sound like Greek to you? If you are so outdated and aliened about what I am talking, watch BOF every sat at 9.30pm, or google their names up. Ok now I sound like I'm doing an endorsement for them. Cut the crap.

Back on the ever-boring topic on H1N1. Up to date, another one has died from this so called mild virus. I was thinking that if it is really mild, why do people still die from it? Why isn't there any vaccine yet to curb the virus? I thought that technology was so great that it could solve any world problems but it looks like that isn't the case anymore. I hope the govt hasten the production of the vaccine before more innocents suffer from it.

Digress from the social topic. O levels is 90 days away. Time seems to be passing really fast. It's like, a blink of eyes away. And before we know, we would be sitting in the examination hall. If I had a choice, I would wish that I am still in sec3. Now I start to envy those lower sec becoz they do not have to take the O levels. Once, when i was in sec one, this senior(i forgot who) told mehow lucky I was to still be in sec one. Now I finally understood their feelings. To withstand the stress, heavy workload and problematic times. But well, the now sec ones may suffer in the future, wahabaha goodluck to them man. No matter what, I will try my v best to achieve my own goals.

I'm gonna stop here. Shall blog again soon. No pics sorry.

2009-07-18T06:11:00.001-07:00

screamingggggggggggggg

First H1N1 death in Singapore

Omg, it's so scary! Imagine that you are a weak, frail person who gets sick easily. And if you were really unfortunate, and catch H1N1, you might DIE!
The first person who died must be the one who falls on the list of Really-Frail-Person.

I was thinking... (READ BELOW)

It's so sad. Imagine..You were fine the day before. You caught a movie and went shopping at town. You had your stomach filled with so much gourmet food. You never knew the passers-by whom you brushed past could spread to you the virus.

Then the next day, fever start catching up with you. You feel terribly cold as if you were in the Antartics. You started trembly incessantly, even though your mom has just put on 100 layers of blankets for you. Cold sore hit your nose. You feel a barricade in your windpipe, choking your breath. You feel the strange liquid dripping from your nose. And you just realise that YOU CAUGHT H1N1 !

The next thing you did is to dial the ambulance. Your vision is foggy, you can't see things clearly. You accidentally dialled 999, and the police chided you for being so careless. After calling the ambulance, the sent you straight to ICU since you have multiple ailments.

The doctors told you that your days are short, the virus has weaken your immune system and you are gonna die the day after. However, it wasn't the swine flu which killed you. You couldn't take the truth and heart started pumping wildly. CARDIAC ARREST... BEEPBEEPBEEP your heart stop. You died of heart failure. Period.

.... How sad right?

Okay i have a solution for all Singaporeans fear not. Every morning when you wake up, pop a vitamin C pill and you will not catch the virus anymore! *exaggerating* its just speculation. As if the vitamin C is a panacea for all viral.

Singaporeans, please be more responsible and don't go around spreading your virus if you were to catch the pork flu. I would thank you for it.

God bless Singaporeans, bless me, my family, my friends, and last of all, my hamster that is running wild in its cage.

2009-07-16T03:16:00.000-07:00

I have just flouted my own set of of rules that include not blogging for this period, but since I have logged in, I shall blog a little. No harm right? Can't imagine that O levels is actually 100 days away. Actually I have this perception that O level is still far far away, thus excusing myself from hardcore mugging. Can't imagine how intense the mood would be when O level approaches. Surely everyone one would be panicking their hearts out, susceptible to anxiety attacks and suffering from severe insomnia..

Read the news on MJ, and it is suspected that he was being murdered. So omfg I can't believe that the killer could actually be so evil and sour grape to kill the world best entertainer. :(. Rumours/ hearsays have it that he was a child molester and had bizzare behaviours, thus discrimating him and defaming his popularity. I personally don't believe that he was a child molester becoz my eyes didn't see it, that's that, period.

New movies out, one of which is Haunting in connecticut. I wanna watch! Becoz I have missed the movie drag me to hell.

No pictures for this post.

2009-07-09T05:39:00.000-07:00

I'm on MIA/hibernating or whatever you name it. Will be back after Os, or hopefully sooner. May want to create another blog, bloody sick of my current blogskin. Time's very tight, bye

2009-06-21T09:58:00.000-07:00

The total number of H1N1 cases has reached a total of 126 cases. Looking at the toll rate, I'm really afraid that what if I were caught with this disease. In less than month, the cases have rapidly increase. But looking at the brighter side, no one have died from it yet, amen. Speaking of which, the reason for why the cases shoot so rapidly is becoz some singaporeans are closing one eye to this epidermic, thinking that one wouldn't get so lucky as to catch the flu. But unfortunately, some unlucky ones became victims of it, Haha ~.~ .
Why would people rather jeopardize their health in order to get some leisure of out it? Er some may have booked tickets and did boy want to waste the hard earned money so they would rather risk it.
However, some are so irresponsible becoz they jolly well knew that they travelled to affected countries but still come back going crowded places. Later spread to ppl you happy huh?!
So,, me urge ppl from pasir ris to Simei residents not to go overseas coz I don't wanna get the flu k.

Anyway, old class meeting tmr, cya peeps!

2009-06-17T23:51:00.000-07:00

I feel like a half-owl half-human, becoz I sleep at 5am in the dawn and wake up at 2.30pm everyday. My daily routine has turned upside down. And on every 10min interval, my brother will try to wake me up but always to no avail. I feel like shit, having to wake up so late with my back hurts like old ppl having rheumatism.

I wanna complain coral, becoz they didn't give the graduating class enough remedials! Take a look at gvss, the students are going to sch everyday for remedials from 9am to 6pm and what about coral? The students(like me) are rotting the shit out of themselves at home. I find it kinda inefficelient as they know it's our I level this year but didn't bother to give us more remedials. Not fair ah. This is what I feel. Some ppl may not agree with me, finding less remedials is great becoz they get to have the time for leisure purposes. But since O levels are approaching, why not sacriface our joy and later feel the satisfication of having done your best? Period.

Btw, I'm gonna change my blogskin in some time, and add some pictures. Blog seems so lifeless. Maybe I may consider signing up for livejournal.

2009-06-14T10:39:00.000-07:00

I think I'm on MIA mode, so don't be surprised if I don't blog. My blog seems dead, tagboard's lifeless too.

Holidays are such bitter sweet periods, becoz I get to rest, but at the same time rust my braincells off. Am I supposed to be doing revision right now? I find that the study kind of mood is gone and will only come back when school reopens. I bet all those guaikias must be slogging their energy to study.

Haven't been mingling with people these days, becoz I don't see a need too. O levels are nearing, and if I continue to 'play', then I would regret later.

I wonder if my O level Chinese script have been marked or not. I hope the market cock eye abit, if my script sucks then give me more marks, if my script is good, then give me A1.

Cciiaaoo

2009-06-06T08:01:00.000-07:00

Have just finished watching the show 'boys over flower' ...
The show is awesome, coz firstly, the lead actor is extremely suave(to the max), has charms just like xiaobai!!
And secondly, the show is just like some fairytales which mesmerizes little girls who haven't seen such surrealism of a ' palace'
I admit I haven't seen such a house like in that show anywhere before.. The house is like a kingdom for the royal family, like woah, wish I could stay in those kind of houses just for a night.

2009-06-04T21:30:00.000-07:00

I'm considering on whether to apply for dsa or not.. Nyjc would be my first choice, but I doubt they would even want someone with bad cca record.. Let's say I'm god damn lucky to be able to get into the school, but am I able to survive in that competitive environment? I presume those ppl who can get in the sch are mostly from prestigious sch like chungcheng or tkgs..
Haven't been studying lately, have spent most of my time watching tv( ch 8's 7pm & 9pm shows are great!) 140++ more days to o lvl.
Tiredtired
Anw Happy Birthday Heidi!! ;)

2009-06-01T05:20:00.000-07:00

I think I've screwed up my Chinese ppr ducking badly and it's so gonna leave a trauma in me if I score badly.. Firstly in the morning, I woke up with terrible backaches and brain felt super wornout.. I couldnt sleep well the night before, leaving me tossing and turning, cursing and swearing in my heart It always happens this way whenever there 's a major exam the next day. I really hope god will bless me with an A or else I may consider retaking. Have chosen gonghan and bao zhang bao
as my choice and I gabra my whole way thru man..

Anyway my midyr results compared to the cohort was not bad.. 3rd in class and 17th in level.. But, my L1R5 sucks terribly.. 3A2s, 1B4 and 3C5s, add up yourself.. My 2A1s for midyr ppr dropped to an A2 coz my CA is really badd.. Ironically, my amath was the highest
Compared to other subjects.. Next semester I will PIA my v best!!

Digress .
The korean show called boys and flowers(idk) is super nice, the guys are so hawttt lols..

2009-05-21T08:44:00.000-07:00

June holidays are coming and I'm looking forward to it! A great time for chilling out and slacko. & also ms Matani owes me a treat to gym or spa or whatever shop, but feel kinda bad eating into her precious vouchers..
Results gotten today were not a breeze. Chinese was the worst and next comes c.history. I pass MT p2 by 1 mark and tingli got a borderline. So sad!! And there's no much time left already, I would say.. And I'm not gonna cry for sucky chinese results.. History got 26/50 but I don't feel sad coz it was an impromptu revision of approx 1hr before I went to bed.. English sucks too. Got 18/30 for both papers and I guess I'm average in my class becoz many had gotten arnd 18 too.. Actually I got 16 & 18 to be precise, coz the marker deducted 2 marks just becoz I didn't write the qn no. Kinda ridiculous, but nth much I can do abt it., comes a C again for english.. Coral markers super strict, as said by ms tham.. SS was fine.. 33/50.. but many others from my class got distinction.. And chem 48/65..

Guess what? Saw xiaxue at downtown and she's so petite.. Ok actually not but quite short, and her hair is strikingly blonde.. Cool

I gonna sleep already

2009-05-19T21:16:00.001-07:00

self-proclaim holiday

I'm not in school right now and I wonder what are they doing in school. Most probably going thru the test papers. I was so tired in the morning that even my dad couldnt wake me up.. Sleeping is haven, i love to sleeppp. Slept 12 hours straight from yesterday 12am, and woke up with bad aches and heavy head. Iam still feeling lethargic now, and the feeling is so GOOD hahaaaaa.

We got back our test papers yesterday and i would say i did most badly for english comprehension. The passage sucks, couldnt understand what it meant by "break the eerie sinew".. But still, i managed to pass with a borderline :((((((((( Now have put all hopes on my compo, hopefully can score 20+ for both papers.
Also, we had gotten back our maths and geog and physics. I failed Physics, by half a mark , that is 32/65 haha. Well, highest in my class was 38/65 so i guess this paper was really tough. Only 3 managed to pass the paper. I don't understand why i scored higher for A maths than E maths.. Got A2 for Emaths and A1 for Amath, ironic right.
Checked thru my Amath paper and found so many careless mistakes!!! and if i had done the alpha-beta question in paper 2, i would have gotten 83/100..

Not sure how i will flair for chinese..

What makes my heart beat faster every night when the clock ticks to 12am is that chinese o level is 10 days awayyyyyyyyyyy. I shan't read english materials anymore and start watching chinese news man.. CYA

2009-05-15T21:11:00.000-07:00

HAHA i had a terrible nightmare yesterday night...
Guess what? I dreamt that Mr fong was giving out the Amaths paper, then i failed both papers .. Paper 1 20+/80 and paper 2 49/100... lol never will i fail a math man ..

Phew, it was just a BAD dream

Then i woke up sweating as if i was in hot steam bath

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Time to RELAX, chill out and say no to books, currently.
Finally mid-year is over, and i will cherish this time to take a breath, becoz after june holiday comes intensive revision for O levels. Doubt i would even have the time to go out.

Ohya, went Tamp1 for the FIRST time in my life last week and did the same yesterday. I would say that the mall is just ANOTHER mall, nothing intriguing. Still prefer TM over T1..

Then my mother was telling me, " Chinese get B can already, English must get A"
haha

I have a crave for horror movies. Recomendations anyone?

2009-05-13T20:42:00.000-07:00

Arghh im so fcking frustrated with myself!
Had amath ppr tdy, and what made me so terribly upset is that i only realised that i havent done a 6-marks question when the invigilator was collecting the ppr.
So fcking careless :(
Moreover, the question is pretty simple;alpha-beta equation
Urghh!

Omg 20th century movies are so melodramatic.. Currently watching ch8, and the show really make no sense lah! The person rolled down the stairs and died instantly. The stairs is like 10 steps? Wth haha

Ok bye!

2009-05-12T09:31:00.000-07:00

woo~ finally logged into blog,
I bet everyone is as busy as i am, chionging for mid-yr..
Ok i must admit this exam period have been watching tv. Seems like the motivation and the urge to study have died..
Tdy maths ppr 2 is do-able, i think at least can get 70/100, plspls.

Maths papers down, left with amath p2 but not fretting coz hav finished revision, can say so.. Imagine chucking the whole amath textbk's formula.. Mati man..

Chinese o lvl is less than 20days! Wo hen pa! Dora, bless me k, coz ur bday is a day afta my o lvl. Haha:) we shall go kuishinbo this coming holiday and eat wholeheartedly ! Yumyum hokkaido cold crabs~

I gonna apply 4 dsa to raffles jc, they sure would accept my application =.~

"Imy"

2009-05-02T03:36:00.000-07:00

swan(i mean swine) flu pandemic is spreading like fire. How did the virus mutate? Was it from us or the pigs? Idk. Now, i even feel unsafe breathing the air as the virus is airborne.
Read the papers and it says that its orange alert. I think it would be some time b4 it reaches red, then black, the sch gonna be closed and o lvl shall be postponed. But i would rather we not jeopardize our health than postpone our Os.

My chinese is so sucky lah now. (

2009-04-30T09:19:00.000-07:00

hola~!
Hurray for labour's day, becoz we will all be spared for exams tmr.
Omg, time passes so fast. 29 more days to chinese o lvl. Wo hen pa lei pa si ren liao.
Tdy's eng summary was a mess. Practically blanked out becoz had trouble finding points. Put all my hope on essay...

Had no time to finish ss.. Took 1hr to do my essays and was left w 30mins for source base. One question is a source of US President walking across the UN Flag. Wth does that mean? Omg.. I wrote US President always closing eyes to problems face by UN.. Tell me im right pls..

Math and Amath paper nxt week, gonna get A1 for both, must!

2009-04-23T04:58:00.000-07:00

How many days have i not blogged? like ten days? idk. HELLO PEOPLE I'M BACK!
School work is so damn hectic and i swear i dont even have time to breath(nah).
First paper for midyear is next week, and now i'm pulling up my socks and drowning myself into massive amount of books. #$%^&* i wanna get A1 for a&e maths, sci and geog & A2 for eng. MUSTMUSTMUST

O level chinese paper is less than 45days away(idk exact days)

Yesterday, i thought it was the end of the world. At around 11.30pm, the wind blew so hard that all the doors slammed. Windows started banging, i heard it so clearly. Shocked, i went to take a look at the happening. Saw the trees swaying like potential drug addicts and lamp posts shaking as if they were gonna fall anytime. What a scene, i thought Tsunami was arriving coz rumours say that on 22nd of july, Tsunami will hit S'pore. I don't like this prospect/hearsay. Hope it's a hearsay man. Digress back. Thenthen, i saw no water so i thought it must be Hurricane. I thought the wind was gonna blow up our HDB estates. SO SCARY MANN!~ imagine hurricane in singapore.. seeing humans stranded in swirling hurricane, not funny at all man.

......
Drama got a bronzeee,, DRAMA GOT A BRONZE!! whatthef..
The teachers like Ms anne and Mdm Norul were like "you guys put up a really great performance!" then we thought we sure gonna clinch a silver or above. Then made a mockery out of all our hope when the result was out. so sad !

craving for kinder brueno.

2009-04-17T07:18:00.000-07:00

Ahh i killed an offspring of a lizard. Quite an achievement haha. Dontknow why recently my house has been infested with lizards. Shall stop munching food in the living room. Eee the lizard died and i didnt dare to remove its bloody carcass so my dad did the clearing up.

So sian. Tdy, 4.9 officially shifted to the detention room, for the convenience of yuanyi's leg. Thankgod, the class isn't that warm and stuffy.

2009-04-16T07:21:00.000-07:00

woah time passes deal fast man, apr 16th, and im already 16yr 2mths old, oops.

These few days havent had the time to do revisions coz when i reach home, i either take naps or watch tv, haix failure .. Recent emath test on practical situation was a failure, didnt reach my expectations tho. Haixhaix, huh?! Need combined humans to get into a jc? Why didnt anyone tell me earlier ahoy! Anyway much thanks to passerby for this imprtant info :)

My eyes are bloodshot, tear every moment i yawn. My muscles are aching terribly, as if i had run a 20km marathon. Worst, my brain is hibernating. C'mon you gonna wake up man... How much time do you have left?

Still gratified that drama syf is officially over, means i would have more time for my studies. Will never forget the fun-filled time we had tgt even tho it had eaten into much of our precious time. Even tho i may not be in drama for that long, i will still miss the fun.

My brain tired liao bye

2009-04-09T05:32:00.000-07:00

today was sucha long day. Had chem remedial after sch then attended drama til 6.30. Finally gotten home at 7pm, z.

Super achievers ended ytd, and i dare say it didnt help me much. Its fun i must say, but certainly aint motivating...

About 50 more days to chinese o lvl and i really wish i would do well so wont end up feeling depress in aug. Jialat, my chinese zhong he tian kong really cmi.

2009-04-03T20:32:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhh i think im gonna bonkers soon from thinking about all stupid stuffs and what not. Okay, these few days have been telling myself to work hard, study hard and ofcoz study smart, but, i am still watching tv + using computer + superhotcombo = going out. It's would be a miracle if i managed to defeat jasmine in academics. Jasmine is so hardworking and i really take my hats off for her, salute you!

Yesterday we had Emath test on vectors and before i even started writing anything, i got adrenaline rush and cant seemed to even understand a simple interest question. Soon after my mind began to relax, was able to do question 1,2(a) and 3 but time was up and Mr fong literally 'snatched' my paper away,, sobsobs i wanna score FULL marks for Emath test, becoz scoring full marks means that you have the ability to get an distinction in Emaths for O levels.

If i were ineligible for nyjc, i would shut my eyes and bang the wall. I really wanna get into that school.

First thing is that, is sounds so prestigous. My whole family would definitely feel glamorous with me if i were to wear NYJC uniform walking around. People would start commenting positive things like "woah see the girl, so smart, walks with air, can be next Obama ah!"

Secondly, becoz NYJC is kinda FAR away from Pasir Ris and I want to experience life FAR away from pasir ris becoz this (16-3=13years)13years of my childhood, adolescent memories and teenage life are all revolving around PASIR RIS. I wanna get a taste of whats out in the other part of singapore.. Like so stupid, 13 years of life in Pasir ris. 6 + 4 years in CORAL! coral primary + coral secondary. a decade's time.. when i was in primary school, was always wondering why didnt they build a coral jc when there were a meridian primary and meridian jc..

And lastly, *im generalising* i feel that poly students are too slacky.. When there isnt any thing for me to brainstorm on, my mind will gradually become more stupid than hardworking brain. Jc life like fun hor, see jc students at bus stop laugh here and there(but they are always carrying books on their hands i dk why)

Okay there goes my crappy reasons for why i want to go to NYJC. The cut-off point was 10 last year and i pray hard that it wouldnt go lower any further than 10, tolong. 10points is tkgs standard? lols like crazy ah, my cca cant help me already,, no point going for cca regularly becoz we are gonna step down soon. So now, academic wise, I have to be strong,, 4 A1s. POSSIBLE RIGHT!!?!?! Don't look down on me yah..
em:A1
am:A1
coregeog:A1
sci:A1
chinese:A2 pls
English:B3 bah, a little challenging to score for compre..

I have decided that maybe i should forsake one subject,, history + ss. No point focusing on 7 subjects when the maximum requirement is only 6 subjects. but still, i will study alittle for my knowledge..

Later in the night, gonna watch movie w my family. YAY

Okay you people have been reading from the top till here, i thankyou for your kind interest in my boring life. tyvm tata

2009-04-03T08:03:00.001-07:00

Today, i completely missed the ping-pong show becoz i was in tuition. But im sure my mother helped me to record the show. Before I went off for tuition today, I told her Im so sad coz im gonna miss joshua ang's show. Then she started comparing Dai Yangtian and joshua ang, saying Dai yang tian is much more good looking than joshua ang. Nah i dont agree. Daiyangtian is from china(?)

Anyway today it's the 3rd day of April , & I dont see much progress in my chinese.. Havent been practising writing essays, but I am picking out good quotes from taiwanese show, isint that good? their chinese is top-notch standard, Singaporeans cant even hold a tweeny candle to them. I learnt this word " jia de xiang huo", which means the particular guy will be the one to pass down the generation.

Suddenly i feel many threats in school. All of a sudden, some people seem so smart. It makes me feel inferior though and I dont know how the threats would link to me..

Facebook seems so fun..

2009-04-02T07:00:00.000-07:00

gdi, i gonna miss the pingpong show tmr. Which means i wont get to watch joshua ang. Sobssobs x million times.... Ahh
Can someone pretty pls help to record? :(((

2009-03-27T10:03:00.000-07:00

err, why are some people going crazy over overseas popstars?
One example is lady gaga. I have heard of her name but certainly not quite sure of what she does. Heard that shes a replica of christina aguilera?
Why is lady gaga so famous? I hear her name through friends, came across her songs, saw her on advertisement and ofcoz, television.
She certainly lives up to her name, lady gaga, makes people go gaga over her.
If my name was lady haha, people would go haha over me. Lol.

I feel im behind trend, like an obsolete windows 95.

Well, but that may not be a bad thing bcoz as from what we have learned from ss, being exposed to foreign culture may cause us to lose interest in our own culture.

Now the chinese(china nationals) are picking up english like rockets while the caucasians are trying to learn mandarin.

I saw this ad on tv that shows this french little girl speaking chinese eloquently. " wo shi noemi wo shi fa quo ren " . Wth so cute man. If you were to listen only, you would have thought it was a chinese kid. Face doesnt match the language she speak haha.

So, i must learn not to get obsessed with foreign cultures otherwise i may lose my roots.
@_@

2009-03-27T06:04:00.000-07:00

didnt go to sch tdy, but went for drama rehearsal, from 2.30 to 8. Tdy we went to ACS for rehearsal. ACS is a damn rich sch! The place is located on the hilltop, with a big swimming pool and many facilities ,compared to neighbourhood schs like coral, they cant hold a candle. The place totally looks like a resort!the students there are so lucky to have an all in one facilities sch!

We had the rehearsal at their theatre. It was so fun! The best of all was the female toilet that has been claimed to be haunted.

To cut the long story short, i enjoyed tdy with the drama clubbers. Haha

2009-03-23T05:36:00.000-07:00

* Doreen is about to have a nervous breakdown and hopes someone takes the initiative to enlighten her *

Craps.

I feel so tired even tho i had taken an afternoon nap. Drama tmr after sch, and its really tiring..

I seriously need to laugh my head off so i wont be so glummy.

2009-03-21T09:01:00.000-07:00

hi people! Guess what? I'm actually typing this post in my toilet(i bet that the first thing that appear in your mind is poops and shits but my toilet is clean k)
Scientists have invented such great technology that enables you to surf the net even if you are in the toilet, so why waste their noble efforts? Before the modern technologies get obsoleted, im gonna use it till im goddamn satisfied.

Digress,
Time waits for no man. I must really start doing my tys already but well, things are always being procrastinated when my brain cant take it further. In a sense, it is a lazy brain i have. But lazy brain still surviving well in coral, what would it be if my brain was damn hardworking? Raffles? Haha.

Just now was freaking suay! I was in a rush to tuition and upon reaching the bus stop did i realise my idiotic wallet isnt with me. Then, i felt really frustrated. I felt like yelling words to passers-by. Idiot right, blame it on my negligence. Haha so next time i must not fluster if im rushing, must check if my 2 important things are with me. Goes without saying, handphone and wallet.

Right now. Im an antisocial freak and i have not had a good chat with my friends. Thurs was an exception. Went to steph hse with jan wanyan n kayee with the plan of studying but ended up doing other stuff. Haix, i havent seen dora for so long. Missed the chance when i was called to go to bbq with them.

Ok la, bye

MEN ARE FUEL TO FIRE

2009-03-17T10:14:00.000-07:00

YEAHHHHHH I HAVE A FACEBOOK ACCOUNT LIKE FINALLY! hoho AND THE ABOVE PIC i put it as wallpaper....
I'm so lagging behind the trend and now it seems like even the nerds are catching up :\
I have a facebook account for quite some time already, but found it meaningless then, so it was left cold storage. & now im OFFICIALLY ABANDONING friendster and moving to FACEBOOK! coz all my friends all there now!

I remember joining friendster when I was in primary sch, thanks to crazy cynthia tan:) (She went around the whole class asking if anyone knew what is friendster but the nerds just strugged their shoulders)
I thought friendster was a network that could last forever but now, everyone is changing for a new taste. Maybe life just needs some spice to it to make it more colourful.

I feel that my life is damn boring damn sian coz these few days have been obscuring away from social network. It's like the "Policy of Isolationism", but only thing is that im not a superpower. O levels are nearing and I'm still dont feel the urgency. I really hope i get a distinction for my chinese becoz ITS MY ROOT! wo shi hua ren k, so i must do well for my chinese. Same goes to the international language, English! i dont like letter writing :( Maths is the best lah, can score best in math. :p I still wanna get into Nanyang JC. But if (touchwood) score badly, then tp would be my next choice.

I'm not quite looking forward to tmr's flag day as i actually had plans with friend. SAD! stupid me chose the 2pm-7pm shift ! kNNSSSSSS i should have chosen the morning shift, but fret that i might not be able to wake up in dawn. 5 hours of standing in the moving crowds and begging(or should i say approach) them to donate money.
" Hi, would you like to donate to the celebral palsy? "
" No "
" Okay thank you!! " Fucked up face + stick-out-my-tongue
nahh just kidding lah! even if they dont want to donate, it's their choice. Blame the economy downfall, when everyone has to look after their budget. But i'm sure the kind Samaritans would donate(just like me) Sorry for being bhb coz im not in the right mind due to being fucking tired now but still i feel so happy

dontknow why im feeling happy now . maybe it's becoz of having facebook then have friends there & especially got someone's facebook there then i very happy le even tho someone may not notice but sui bian ni lahhehehe hahahahaaa. zzz

& wtf why are all the nerdy guys from my primary sch looking so much better now. but some ppl who never changed are leonard and oswin.. Ong wei chin still, i wanna smack your face man. Never fails to irritate ppl.

I WAITING FOR 1ST APRIL 2009 , 9PM TO ARRIVE! WATCH JOSHUA ANG !!!
my mother say the other pingpong player, who is a chinese(china originated), is much more handsome than joshua ang. But i totally shut her before she could insult joshua ang. see im so nice .. I still remembering seeing joshua ang in the mrt carriage. Sadly, jon missed the good sight.

sui jiao le byebyeeee

2009-03-12T22:33:00.000-07:00

Don't step on my toes tdy
In a bad mood coz fucking GOT AN E8 FOR CHINESE!!
*starts filling this post with profanities @#!*@!#*
But overall is quite ok, but have alot more to catchup on. Sci and combine, i definitely gonna score better the nxt time.

life is full of compromises.

2009-03-12T07:30:00.000-07:00

if women are root of problems, men will be the sparks to spur them..

Digress..
curse all those undone homework. Why doesnt sch show some mercy toward us? Heavy workload in such a short span of time wouldnt get us anywhere. Either we would chiong through or never get to complete them..
I still want my 10pointer for O levels.

Anyway i still believe that im able to manage this bah.. Feel like skipping sch tmr, ! Tired.

Bye!

2009-03-11T06:34:00.000-07:00

realised that the strawberries im eating now are GENETICALLY MODIFIED! it may not be huge, but they have traits of papaya/banana that make them real long..

My myopia is getting worser day by day due to straining of eyes so frequent without letting them relax. Kalim@ ! I dontwant to reach 600 for both sides. Horrible.
Might consider going for Lasik nxt time, cos i HATE WEARING CONTACT LENSES AND SPECS!

Workhard peeps! ;D

2009-03-10T03:45:00.000-07:00

me definitely gonnago nyjc! Woohoo!
Tired, exhausted..
Quite satisfied with eng common test. Didnt expect would get better for usual.
Tata!

2009-03-08T00:06:00.000-08:00

Guess what?
I have a ridiculous wish for this year's resolution..
I wanna get into Nanyang JC !
You must be thinking " SIAO AH DOREEN WANNA GO PRESTIGIOUS SCHOOL? WAIT LONG LONG AH!"
Don't be so discouraging! Me wanna get first in class, me wanna get (er no top in standard, impossible)!
Anw Im so elated coz i topped for physics test i didnt study. It's a fail in mr lim boon huat's eyes,
11/15 you call this fail..
His expectations on students are really high, and all he does in class is to switch off the fans and smug when the noise simmers down.

Heard this really humourous joke about LBH from (I duno who) and still remember until now... Background: He likes to off the fans

How did Mr Lim Boon Huat become the HOB of science?
One day, after he got posted to coral sec from raffles, he went into the principal's office, having a motive...

LBH: Good morning madam, I here because I want to apply for the post of HOB of science..

Principal: *scrutinize her eyes mockingly at LBH* WHAT ? Haha YOu wanna be the HOD OF SCIENCE?! I regret to inform you that the post has been taken up..

LBH: *drops jaws feeling appalled* No one deserves the position except for me, madam. If you do not give me the position, you shall regret..

Principal: Go ahead and do whatever you like, *smugs*

As the weather was flaring like mad, the staff rooms, classrooms and everywhere had air-cons or fans on.
Then, Mr limboonhuat started offing all the fans and aircons, "hahaha she's cannot reject me liao, or else coralites will die of heat stroke!"

Knock-knock on principal's office.
LBH: *stands proudly as if he had saved the sufferers of WW2* NOW, CAN I BE THE HOD OF SCIENCE?!?!?!?!?!

Principal: okok, *wipes sweat off her forehead* you win you win!

No offense mr lim! Afterall, he is a funny teacher, can say that his teaching methods not bad! Somemore help us to upload notes in MLG, *salute to you*

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Less than 3 months to Mother Tongue O levels already and I havent gotten myself ready. It's like entering a battlefield unprepared. I hope I dont panic in the examination hall becoz that is one factor that really brings me down, like how it did to me for PSLE.
I MUST CHIONGCHIONGCHIONG...

Can anyone guide me with ways to relieve stress? I feel so stress even when I am not studying. I'm suffering from insomnia at night and often have to skip school becoz my aching body just wont listen to my brain's pleas.
I never drink coffee one leh! Why cant I fall asleep at night?!
Always, I feel throbbing pain and sometimes it's my whole head. The worst thing that could happen is having stomach cramps when you are doing your O level papers. Boys dont need to worry about this. Stomach cramps makes you feel like hell you can't even open your freaking eyes. I wish boys had cramps. JK!

How to study for Chinese? I'm most afraid Bao Zhang Bao Dao becoz my language is not as good as the china(s). How to score A like this!!!!! Bao zhang bao dao weighs 25% of the whole paper and if i dont do well, the five grades will be flown away....

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Yesterday I felt so smart, like a genius, but not today anymore.
Felt super motivated by an unseen force yesterday, and it seems like the force hates me and now it's gone :( Yesterday, was reading New Moon(I know i'm so slowww so slowwwwwww) and my brain suddenly craved for chemistry. So i took out the textbook and read up on redox, AND I UNDERSTAND THE WHOLE FUCKING CHAPTER WHOOHOOO *CALLS FOR CELEBRATIONS* ANDAND, IM IN LOVE WITH PHYSICS! ESP DC CIRCUITS, SO INTERESTING LAH THANK MR LIM BOONHUAT AH. HUAT AH. >,< I WILL GET A1 FOR MY SCI!!!!

Elective humans sucks terribly, i'm hate history now... WHYYYYYYYY? Coz i don't understand a fucking shit on the facts! What facist japan AH! Idiot. But it's not the teacher fault, put the blame on me. I was the one who couldn't absorb during lesson time, slow brain. SS, i dontknow what to say. I hate the essays... BLAHBLAH..
Only thing I like about both of them is the source based questions that dont really require your background knowledge. Just have to act smart abit then you can score well.

TaMaDe, I go watch tv le.. Sorry for the profanities though :]
I promise I will blog tmr! Not for readers sake but for myself to improve on typing.

2009-02-28T19:38:00.000-08:00

my focus is decelerating and it seems like i cant do maths

Today is the start of the 3rd month of 2009 and yet, i still have not gotten the feeling of rush and urgency to mug.

There seems to be a barrier in my brain, a barrier that has been keeping me away from studying.
Well, the barrier is called laziness.

Creepy mother tongue, O level less than 60days. Although i have not had enough practice for paper 1 and 2, im sure paper 3 definitely would help me more or less. Listening and oral weighs 30% of the paper, im gonna do well for those.
IF, i could not get a distinction(A1 or A2), i WILL retake.

I dont want to die this year.

2009-02-23T03:14:00.000-08:00

Time is running fast and im fretting now
66 more days to chinese O levels paper and im panicking already
I see many people, who were so lazy and playful last year, changed into a different person. I see them studying hard and paying attention in class now.
" No use fretting, 245 more days for you to get the stuffs into your head"

I'm doing my history now that is due tmr. I dont quite understand the chapter on cold war!

Anyway, i'm looking forward to roller-blading this saturday !

2009-02-18T03:06:00.001-08:00

What the hell is going on with chemistryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Chemistry wet pants. :(
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My mama is so sudden, she asks me if i want a toy poodle or not..
its cute, but a pet's for a life time
what if you neglect it and it gets sick?
haha no want dog..

2009-02-18T03:06:00.000-08:00

What the hell is going on with chemistryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Chemistry wet pants. :(

2009-02-15T01:38:00.000-08:00

Guess i wouldn't be blogging for the next few days.

some pics

Thankyou heidi! Your wish will definitely be granted that is, me getting all A1s ! haha :)

craving for mccafe double choco frappeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

i can play pools now, hoho.

2009-02-13T06:41:00.000-08:00

Friday the 13th is said to be bring bad luck. I feel (suay) becoz the first thing that happened to me was getting in-house suspension as i was late for more than 4 times this year. So basically the 3hours was left idling at foyer.

Then recess, they threw a party for me. Thanks for baking the cake! Thanks shermine, jon, fareza, elaine for tdy! Haha i really enjoyed my 16th bday and you guys made me looked forward to being older instead of dreading the prospect.
Happy bday wanyan, too! May your wishes come true! Iloveyou! <3

Thanks to those who gave me bday and valentines present and those who had wished me. Thanks!

Anyway had gone to the docs coz im having flu. Sian. Cant run about.

Went dinner at downtown's sakura w family. Didnt try to force the food down my throat when i was abt 70% full, wasted.

Okay lah i go kun(sleep) liao.
Camaderie forever<3

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2009-02-11T07:40:00.000-08:00

guess wad? Dad bought me an appl3 iphone and it shocked me by surprise. Wasnt expecting that he wud actually give anyone surprises. Thx man! Best dad in whole world. Even tho i may not get innov8.
Dora takegood care while u are at hk! I will cherish ur prezzie, definitely! ;D

My post doesnt link at all.

2009-02-10T22:56:00.000-08:00

I know my posts are way too boring, blame it on lack of outings..
I hope that my crucial year will be able to past quickly.
I swear things are going damn tedious..
everyday, homework, study and ofcoz, go shopshop.
I feel like i haven't practised my a maths for quite some time.. Definitely needa get a hang of it before i lose my formulas.
I feel like im having troubles typing. Maybe i have not been blogging for quite some time already.

Need more practise, so i can score well for english.
Need to do more zuo wen, so that i can score A for chinese.

Stress stress stress,
I remember that it wasnt that stress during primary 6.
4 subs and now it's 7subs.

Anyway, didnt go to school today becoz i dont think i can learn much in 2 hours.
I think my dad was damn upset in the morning man..
Met dora up at 10.30am and we went to have brunch and played bowling.
Can consider myself as terribly incorrigible in bowling coz i longkang so many times!! something wrong with my psycho-motor skills. Maybe im better in books? haha..

I havent gotten wanyan her bday present yet.
It so coincident, wanyan, mdm yuslina and i share that same birthday.
Nothing to be happy about.
I'm aging day by day..
I dread my birthday.. 2 more days?
Thanks dora! for your wonderful present! first one who gave me my present... haha
*I dont like the fact that i'm older than my friends.*
:(

Well, i gtg now. Probably force myself to read more books, do more maths and write more chinese essays. (Looking forward to blading tmr! YAY)

2009-02-06T07:09:00.000-08:00

I had a terrible nightmare yesterday night which is still taunting me until now..
Guess what? I actually dreamed of getting a C5 for MT O levels. What?! Me getting a C5?! no way man!...

It's ridiculous that O levels(MT) is actually on 1 June and I dont think i can manage my time wisely. "Study smart" like what ms tham had said. Yes study smart! Like how i did during psle! HAHA
Okay here's a short story of a triumph.. haha
IT goes like this....
In primary one, I was never an attentive child, never listened in class and never ever revised. I remember getting 24/40 in class! HA
same goes on until Primary 6, when it suddenly came upon my realisation that the exam that determined my life was nearing.
Then i started chionging from july...
chiongchiongchiong until oct(?)
Tada! Prelims i got 2nd in class for maths & chi. WAHAA!!
However during psle, i was shivering like mad! I remember that my math was awfully done. Hope that during O levels, I could stay calm and confident. WOOHOO!
Back to the topic. Now, my aim is to get into either Mjc or Tpjc(no more tjc lah!). Heard that MJC is really hard to get in now as the cut-off point for this year is 9points. Nvm! There's still a leeway that is TPJC. (If i got back my O lvl results and if my points cant get me into tpjc, i will bang my head against the wall and die..)
MJC seems like a school with many hot guys! Was on the escalater heading to mrt platform and saw this group of MJC guys. WOW. Ok just an understatement.

Hate the wound on my right knee, which i gotten it last week when I was rollerblading at night when i tripped over something. The pavement was really rough and high-speeding accentuate the fall as my skin rubbed against the pavement. Ouch. Knn then blood came gushing down from my wound. Now I can't bend and can't cross my leg properly as the skin will stretch(kneecaps mah) then the blood starts to flow out again wahahaha... Next time will wear knee guards le!
Tmr might go skating with heidi etc. and im gonna practise on criss-cross! Now i love P.E.! The first and ever last time I would ever love P.E. becoz im doing my fav sport that is rollerblading! I tend to skip P.E. everytime but now, no way! I wanna go PRP to skate, so I might catch a glimpse of the super tactful blading coach who is kinda handsome. hoho. ><

Im so preoccupied with my thoughts that i almost forgotten that next fri is my birthday! I dread birthdays, becoz its a day which makes you older. I don't want to be old becoz i see adults complaining about their wrinkles day and night. Just like Bella in "New Moon", she never wanted to be old. Anyway, i wish i would have tons of presents on that day still !

I wanna sleep my head off like a pig.

GIBBERISH HERE

2009-01-25T21:22:00.000-08:00

This is my 300th post of craps using black-milo hahhhhhh..

I'm feeling happy becoz the com is finally repaired!

I really hope that my idiotic bro doesnt spoil the com again.
He thinks he's a genius in every aspects. Esp he thinks he can repairs the com. Damn.

I feel really damn slacky now. can't imagine that the first O level's paper is actually 4 months away(its the end of jan now and 1st paper is on 1st june)

I'm so worried for my mother tongue but i'm right here doing nothing. Whenever I feel worried for a particular subject, I would always tell myself that I will do revision tmr but when tmr came I will never do it and would tell myself another day... another day...

Bad procrastination's habit.

OHMY, I almost forgotten that it's CNY today. Ohmy. Haha guess that the feeling and atmosphere of CNY has long been drifted away from my mind.

& Whats with the traditions?!
Before CNY my dad swept the floor, washed the clothes and told us not to dirty the floor. Wtf no sweeping of floor for 15 days?! I bet that cobwebs will multiply soon.
Adults say " if you sweep the floor you are sweeping away the luck ". I think that if you dont sweep, your house will turn into a witch's mansion.
& what's with saying profanities during CNY? Yesterday slipped my tongue and said si fei zhu to my brother and got a lashing from adult. " You will bring bad luck to the household ". That's what they says.

Dont mistaken that I'm a bad girl who doesnt abide the rules. It's that sometimes it's too ridiculous. Who will want there house to become a witch mansion!

Okay lah, I shall come to a HALT to these tradition's superstitions otherwise the CAI SHEN YE(god of wealth) may change his mind to making me poorer.

I want Samsung Omnia/Samsung Innov8 soon!
this is omnia
whereas this is innov8

It's so cool lah. Having to use N81 for a year bores me out. And I hate this N81 lah shit nokia man. Every now and then it will always have a problem then I will have to FLY to century sq to get it fixed. If it's FOC then the trip is still worth it but I HAVE TO PAY $26++ just to make it work for few weeks. Why i say few weeks becoz the phone breaks down every few weeks. It's like an elderly who is suffering from some old terminal diseases and everytime you inject (fill in the medicine's name) it will turn better but will fall sick once again. It's also quite a regret for not using up the whole 8GB. In the past year, havent even used up 2 GB. Might as well purchase the 2GB one.

Curse the person who sold me the N81, curse you.

I bet he must have done something to make the phone go haywire.

Anyway, I have set a target for O levels! It may sound absurd but looking at it makes me feel motivated !

Eng:A1/A2(most crucial subject k, it's compulsory to be added in ur L1R4/5)
Emath: A1
Amath: A1 (cant afford to disappoint ms tay)
Core geography: A1
Mother tongue: A2
Combined sci: A2
SS/History: B3
L1R5: 9 points! Steady, good enough for meridian jc. I can sleep my head off until the sun comes scorching on my butt. Merdian JC is the nearest tertiary school from my house. Second comes tampines jc. I'm proud to say that there are around 5 direct buses like 81,39,21,109 etc to these two jcs! If I go to tp i definitely have to wake up as early as the birds. But the prospect of going to school early to see handsome guys makes me want to wake up earlier! (Im joking !!!!!!!)

SS is one of the subjects that i hate most man! I dont like doing the essay questions. Always have to think out of the box and it makes me feels like a toad in the well. I know my targets are absurdly ridiculous. I know that I would never achieve those grades! But who cares, it makes me happy! HAHAHHA

CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Hope ppl do not fall into drains.

2009-01-24T06:35:00.000-08:00

im in a dilemma on over which phone to choose. Wento tamp's singtel to check out the phone and were intent to buy one. Godknows wth was wrong with my n81 and the lady there say tht the phone's faulty, cnt trade in.
Surprisingly i wasnt upset or wadsoeva. Can go home and think twice of whether to buy that phone or not.
Been looking thru these 3 phones that are samsung omnia, innov8 and pixel. All are samsung.
After much thoughts, settled down on omnia cos the phone is so pretty! However the functions cnt beat innov8 that has 8megapixel camera. So good right?! Technology now v smart le leh.
Dad nagging lo byebye

2009-01-18T03:58:00.000-08:00

man i wish the com could be repaired now.
Im so glad at this coming prospect: im getting a new phone! I want the samsung omnia(im not too sure of the name) that has 8 mega pix, wifi-surfing and 8gb that is more than enuf. 8 mega pix is far too gd compared to my current n81 which has only 2 mega pix.
People out there who plans to purchase n81 pls think twice on buying this shitty phone that brks down everytime. I sent it to repair for 4 times already! Damn this soiled phone.
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Time is drawing nearer and less than a mth my age will add up another digit. When i was young, i often dreamed of being a grownup, thinking abt the perpetual freedom i could have w/o the invasion of adults. Now, thinking back, i wish i could have cherished the time when i was young, when i was daddy mummy's little girl.
Haha i was actually one of the worst kids when i was in kindergarden n primary sch. I had always gotten into fights. Real physical fights.
I want to be 16 forever, forever and ever to never leave my parents.
Read many stories abt ppl ending up regretting about not having to cherish the time w their parents until they are at the glimpse of death.
How longwinded have i been. Afterall, just enjoy the moments you have w your family o/wise you'd end up regretting.

2009-01-12T20:08:00.000-08:00

Any idea why am i not posting for days?
MY FREAKING COM IS DOWN AGAIN THIS TIME ARGHH
Blame it on my bro, most probably he was he one who spoiled it.

Currently im using school's com to blog,haha.

Yesterday saw so many tears of joy/sadness when ppl came out crying with their O lvl results in hands. Im so terrified! First O lvl paper will be on 1 june! I wanna get six As,!!

Went to tp last week on thurs on sat. Sat's jam and hop was so fun!

gtg byes

2009-01-05T04:35:00.000-08:00

Taken a wager with myself that this year is so gonna be freaking hectic..
Freaking tiring and cells-killing.!
Today was just the 2nd day of school and it's the official day of lessons, have I gotten to realise so many homeworks to be done.
Other than Emaths and Amaths which was dumped aside, & chinese(Which i hate writing chinese letters), and CHEMISTRY!!
Hell, so many pages of chemistry to be done by wed and fri!
I'm so dead.. I hate chemistry.......

Digressing..
Today's lessons were kinda fun, because there were talking and talking between teachers and students about how many more months to Olevels blahblah.
Ms Mahtani was our core geography teacher, thankgod.
She seems like a good teacher compared to other bad ones.
She said "I am taking your class because your class is a distinction class...etc"
Made it sounds as if our class was smart but rather she's trying to say she's a super good teacher.

Anw I think watching tv is kinda boring sometimes. I dont like to watch tv. -.-
Whats so nice about xiao niang re? Watching ppl wearing kebaya is nice ? No offense. :]

I think i might want to make a halt to blogging becoz its always like white elephant being left aside by me.
Furthermore, my blog hadnt had pictures since last year. Few days ago to be precised.
Haaaaaaa SO BYEBYE for nowwwwww.

2009-01-01T05:54:00.000-08:00

Yesterday countdown was nothing special. Before that already took a wager with myself that last year's countdown was the best, coz of the location!
Dora, Esther, Jon, Eliza and I was at DTE for the countdown. What a great countdown with such nice transparent fireworks that could only be seen with madman's eyes. LOL! I bet cityhall had a nicer and broad platform for countdown.
DTE no great, so many people spraying fucking foams that is so harmful to the world. CFCs!
Anyway was fun with them!
Went Dora house with Jon after that. OMG Dora your turtle is super funny lah. We were in her kitchen then when i turned my eyes to the floor, i saw this black thing on the floor. Then it came crawling to me.
FUNNY
We played hotel626 and we couldnt pass the "break-the-code" level.

Hope that I can wake up in the morning tmr, YAWNS

2008-12-31T04:56:00.000-08:00

Hello people, here I'm wishing everyone a happy new year!
2008 is a nice number and I hope that 2009 will be a great year!
Few more hours to a new phase of life, that is to study hard, mug hard, and most of all have fun too.
School is gonna reopen soon and I have yet to pack my bag!
Havent finished my homework too!(I dont wanna break down upon extensive mugging in the coming mid-year because I'm like slacky now)

ANYWAY HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! LOVE YA ALL!

BBQ!

2008-12-29T09:53:00.000-08:00

BBQ with the guys was so fun!

Met dora and we walked to Loyang point. While walking, saw eliza and her new bf, LMAO. Then, we waited for guanliang and went to purchase the bbq stuffs. Jon came and we took the dumb bus there. Guanliang was so funny as he 'molested' jon and the whole bus was looking at their commotion.

Fareza and Elaine was there at the PIT when we came with the food. Set-up the fire soon. It really took us hard time as the wind was so strong.

(IM SO TIRED)

Then came Botak, Jonathan Bek and their friend(I dontknow the name).
Then came Shreya, Heidi and Wanyin.

(Okay I know it sounds shitty man, coz im really tired)

Then went home. Lost botak's bicycle key, so sorry. Dora's mom fetch her and botak to have supper, am I right? haha, so fast meet mom-in-law. Rode his Haro back with Guanliang Elaine Jonathan. Jonthan Bek and his friend were so nice as they sent us until my block.

Yawns, i know im sounding real boring !! Im tired

Now Im going down to my block to meet guanliang and jon and it's like 2am already.
Enjoy our holidays before it's too late. Cant afford to slack in the coming year already.

TATA HAVE FUN!

2008-12-26T08:14:00.000-08:00

Yada Yada since when did i stop blogging? haha
I was busy few days back so, blog was left untouched. Anyway on x'mas eve i was working as a toy car promoter at United Sq and guess what? I actually earned $141 in less than 7 hours. The toy car was such a hot deal and the parents who had their child with them succumbed to their children's pleas of buying the cars,hoho.

School is gonna reopen soon and I would need a haircut ASAP. My hair feels like it hasnt been cut for years as it's super thick and quite long already. Speaking about homework, I really feel guilty. Have been procrastinating over and over again and each time would tell myself do it the next day. Anyway I'm not gonna do Mr Fong's shitty Amaths & Emaths homework. Most of it couldnt be done when I flipped through. So I'm gonna lose the 2nd passport to class, haha. *Who cares, it's your Os that matters*

Anyway had a nonsensical day with Eliza. Met her at Tamp Mart and we headed to Orchard to get her tongue pierced. Actually both of us wanted to do it together but I changed my mind. I told her I bolui (No money). I'm not exactly scared of the pain lah, it's just that my dad is the biggest barrier. If he sees me with this fucking silver thing sticking in and out from my mouth when i talk, I would definitely get a harsh treatment from him, just like that time when i had my lower lip pierced:( Secondly, HIV is spreading like real fast and you will never know what if an accident might happen. Digressing. She had her tongue pierced in less than a min by this professional. She kept complaining about sores. Takecare during your one month of no spicy food and drinks :D

Then watch movie at century sq. Thx ah jm for treating us to the movies.
I think i'm super idiotic and really really weird coz i actually watched the show again. Ip man was what we watched. I really like the show mainly becoz the lead actor, Donnie Yen, is handsome and cool. Moreover, the show is touching. It brought history back to life. No regrets for watching it the 2nd time.

MUST WATCH HOR EVERYBODY! NO REGRETS EVEN YOU DISLIKE ACTION-PAC SHOWS!

Tmr gonna work again. This time at Plaza Sin. Gonna quit after tmr so I can concentrate on the fucking books yeah. Fucking books! O levels! :'(

BYEBYE !!!!!!

2008-12-20T08:45:00.001-08:00

Today was meaningful because I actually missed work to accompany my family, haha. Didnt go to work and of course, got an ear-full yesterday from the boss. He said " How do you expect me to find a replacement in such a short time? " I had nothing to say man. I can say that the pay is definitely better than other part-time jobs a 15 can get. Moreover it's christmas season therefore sales would be better than normal days.

Went to Tamp Mall with my family to watch the show Ip Man. At first I was grunting about the damn action-pac show. All along I never liked action-pac stuffs. But after watching it, I really had no regrets! The show is damn touching lah! It is about how the man who is super pro in martial arts defeats his opponents and so on...(depends on ur perspective about the show)

Then went to bedok 85 to eat. Ate hokkien mee and went home.

Haha actually it's nothing special bout today but I never really blog about going out with family so I shall do it today.

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Sucks. In days to come, school will be reopening. Must really put in ALL my efforts already(coz for this 3 years of sec school, really havent put in any shit). Dont want to go poly, coz none of the courses interest me even a single bit. If all of a sudden a course like " Earn big bucks in one week " were to commerce I will sure be there. If I were to get a super bad result, then I might consider business course bah. No engineering No designing No shit. Business course can teach how to be your own boss and earn $$ , haha. Earning money is my interest, you can put it that way :)
Haven't started on homework yet, haiz.

I'm so looking forward to my new refurnished room! I'm gonna change my room to the other bigger room(which is now used as garage room). It will be so damn cool! The fengshui is good and I bet I'll be able to concentrate if the table were to put there. Mind you, this year, 60% of studying wasn'nt done at home. This shows that how messy my table was. Its still in a fucking mess now and I cant be bothered. wait for dad to help me with it because his a very immaculate person.

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I miss many of my friends now. I want the BBQ to come quickly!! 29th we will be having a BBQ:D!!
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TATA

2008-12-18T06:54:00.000-08:00

Today was a fun day!

I really really wish that I could spend more time with the class just now but cant. First, met eliza at interchange and we took the bus to Pasir Ris Park. She accompanied me :D I'm so happy to see my fellow classmates there! The same old people :D:D. And btw belynda and heidi bake delicious brownies! Heidi's so cool lah, the tattoo on her back, engraved with the word " coca-cola "

Then, Eliza and I had to go already, as we wanted to do something. Cut short the process.

Then went to Chinatown with Eliza to meet her mom there. We ate the zi char which bill was footed by her mom, thankyou. Then, walked around with Eliza at People's Park as her mother was busy looking at other shops. Omg people's park is a real "good" shopping centre to walk around. Especially for teenagers like us. Real "good". Actually the place sucks hardcore. I wonder why would some people love the place so much as to visit it everyday without feeling bored. I prefer Whitesand more! The place was full of shits, junk shops that we don't even patronize.

But there was this shop that caught our attention. Front was a bigbig poster saying tattoo engraving. Eliza says she wants a tattoo after getting our first pay. Haha we found this damn great job and im not gonna reveal how much it is /hr. More than 10 yaw, but definitely decent jobs! Back to the topic. She says she wanna get a tattoo and a tongue piercing after the pay. Maybe I might want a tongue piercing(?) I dontknow. There's so many HIV cases out there and I'm afraid that some needles are uncleaned. Sorry that's my perception, you can change it no matter how you say about it being sterilised or whatsoeverrr.

Then we took the train back to Tampmall and walked around. Its was pretty late already and most of the shops were closed. Anyway we had fun chatting the whole day.
Love!

FUN DAY!

2008-12-15T08:21:00.001-08:00

Went out with Guanliang & Jonathan today and we had fun man :)

I had a slight fever yesterday night but thankgod, I was feeling fine and could go out and not be a wetblanket.

First, met Guanliang at whitesand's arcade then we played some games before jon came. Played the stepping game(?) I dontknow what is that called but is like the para para type which you uses your leg lah. Then he played this shooting game and took like 1 hour when he used only 1 credit. Waste time!

Then, we headed to E!Hub as we wanted to play bowling. But the waiting list was still on a longwait so we decided to head to Tamp and eat first.
Ate seoul garden, yum(BUT NOT AS GOOD AS KUISHINBO). We sat there at 5.30 until around 9.30pm haha we ate quite alot I think. Guanliang was so obsessed with his psp playing and refused to eat. But ironically I think he's the one who ate most of the food haha,! I ate lots of fish, and jon drank of of soup lah!

Total bill = $70++ Not bad.

Took bus back to E!Hub as we wanted to play bowling! But we ended up being disappointed as the nEbo ticket(free play) ends at 6pm. Then took a stroll to pasir ris beach. Jon says he wants to open a BBQ on 31DEC and we can countdown then! SET!

Went back home, might be meeting tmr :D

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I freaking earned $112 during the weekends as I worked as a toy promoter at Novena. The job scope is simple; I have to demonstrate the wall-climbing car and if people buy it, I get the commission. Saturday, luck wasnt that good. Only managed to sell 6 cars and earned $42. Luck took a turn and Sunday sold 15! Earned $70!
Super fun! I wanna work again as I can chat with the aunty who tends the shop, haha!

2008-12-11T06:02:00.000-08:00

Ahh holidays gonna end so soon, and i have not touched a single piece of homework except for a few questions on emath.

I think I'm evolved into an owl already, coz my day has turned night and vice versa... Slept at 5am yesterday and woke up at 3pm today. Of course, my head hurts for no apparent reason. Maybe becoz sleeping deprives me of oxygen. And I think i might be suffering from sinus. Always have block nose and occasionally running nose.

I'm looking forward to 3/9 class gathering! Who's ain't going?!
I'm also looking forward to eat seoul garden with gl & jon. Seoul garden can't hold a candle to kuishinbo! But the price makes it more desirable, hahas.

I wish to do well in my O levels, and maybe head to poly and take up business course or engineering(heard that the courses can earn you more range of careers to choose). Or alternatively, if I'm smart enough, then go JC lorh, my parents want mah.

Simply sign up and read emails and wait for cheque to be sent to your mailbox! I think no scam bah, coz heard alot of hearsays saying they received genuine cheques. Trying out that too.:D

You are the last

2008-12-09T08:09:00.000-08:00

Dear X

To see your silhoutte slowly fading into the far distance
To not be able to feel your tangible soul
What a regret for that

I want you to be happy
I love to see you smiling all the times
Even tho you have flaws, they seem perfect.
Your smile lights up my day
Hope you will get what you like

<3 wo "bu" xi huan ni!

cant wait till X'mas to watch fireworks. :||

Boring

2008-12-09T07:54:00.000-08:00

Holidays are boring but I must say that holidays are much better than going to school because I hate waking up in the early morning when my body doesnt want to obey my instructions.

Slept at 5am yesterday(or should I say today) and awoke after getting a wake up call from cassandra. She asked me to meet up with her and do our holiday assignments together. I almost forgotten about everything on schoolwork! 3 weeks more to school reopen and I have yet to touch a single thing. Ahh I dread doing chinese essay :|
Done around 4 TYS questions out of so many. So incompetent of me, couldn't do faster.

Dora's going Korea, takecare ah! Hope you see your self-proclaimed handsome Korean actor! Bring some things back!! :D:D

2008-12-08T00:51:00.000-08:00

I've nothin much to blog about

Few days back went to town with Dora&Jon, haha. Had teppanyaki at cineleisure and it's kinda tasty but made us feel effing thirsty tho. We wanted to watch Wild Child at Cineleisure but the it wasn't shown there, wtf. Rushed back to tamp to watch wildchild. The show started at 6.40 but we went in at 6.55. Nvm we still caught it and understood.

The show is freaking good, !! :D:D

I love starbucks!

2008-12-04T07:23:00.001-08:00

omg I wanna work at starbucks, the ice chocolate is fantastic yummies...

Expressive

2008-12-03T23:38:00.001-08:00

There will always be someone who sits next to the window, thinking of his/her old childhood soulmate who once made his/her day so fufilling. That one soulmate can be a loyal pet that stand by you.

I miss my golden retriever, cormie, that was given away months before my PSLE. He less than a year old, not fully grown and was relentlessly forced to leave at another new strange place. However the new owner would make a better life for him because they own a terrace at simei and they have two dogs too. I wish I were a millionare so I can keep cormie.

My cormie was given to aunty jessie who is my dad's friend. I miss my dumb dog which couldnt guard the house. One example was when the karung guni came, he wouldn't bark, he would wag his tail happily as if to say " welcome to my house, let me take you to the treasure hut! ". That's a distinct characteristic of golden retriever, so can't blame him.

Had so much fun with my dog. Would sometimes bring him down to the walkway for a stroll. He would always be satisfied whenever we were out of house, anywhere sates him.

I think I want my cormie back but I havent contacted aunty jessie for a long time. And it would be so abrupt, so rude if i request to take back my dog.

Anyway here's a few picture of my dumb but funny dog.* pictures are blurry because I dont have a scanner*

" I love to chew stuffed toys "

That's all for my dog.

& pictures of bro and I when we were small. I was only 6 then. haha look at my hair. Mom brought to perm when i was 5.

I think M's hot don't you think so?

2008-12-02T09:58:00.000-08:00

Life is as mundane & monotonous and sometimes you might not anticipate the coming bad weather.
Was drenched and soaked like bubble monster at Bukit Timah Rd when I went for interview with my 2 cousins.
Hate the rain, because the rain was and never is pure. Imagine the water evaporates from swimming pool(yucks full of chlorine) and the worst of all, sewage or canal water(full of shits). You might think the clouds would do their job to filter the rainwater but nah, then how do people get fever.
I love the rain, when I'm indoors but in contrast, hate it absolutely when im outdoor.

Tuition was fine but had somewhat a hard time getting used to the new chapter, differentiation. No matter how hard it is, it will never be as hard as physics or chemistry. Flair for science has always been bad though :|

&& Super sorry to yj for dying 3 times in ur bowman I feel so bad leh, dont be upset too :|

2008-11-28T03:02:00.000-08:00

A few days ago, that was thursday, right after tuition, suddenly craved for salted egg with congee for supper. I remembered panickly rushing to buy food at supermarket with heidi as it would be closed in 10mins time. I saw no labels saying salted egg but my intuition told me that the tray of white eggs were salted eggs! *Because my mama always bought white egg and it always tasted salty but that was in the past".

I was so dumb lah I thought all white eggs were salty but end up it wasn't. When I reached home, I happily opened the tray and took out one egg then boiled it. When cracked it open after 10mins of boiling, it was still in liquid form. It's like taking forever to heat up the inside because of its inmalleable shell. Much more stronger than chicken eggs. Of course, I threw it away lah. So wasted around 30cents then. $3+ per tray of 10.

Tried to boil it the 2nd time. This time I was smarter, boiled it around 20minutes. Finally the egg was cooked ! Haha felt so happy and sat infront of the screen peeling the egg whilst chatting with people. I took my first bite and WAS SO HORRIBLY DISAPPOINTED MAN! NOT SALTY AT ALL!

Still left with 8 eggs in kitchen untouched. Who wants?

Moral of the story is, never do things you are not sure of. Never put in too much confidence when you know there isn't high chances.

Anyway expanded the size of the font, so it won't look so compressed.

2008-11-26T09:01:00.000-08:00

I havent been blogging so I presume I'm kinda 'busy' these days. Yesterday met up with Adeline and headed down to changi airport because she wanted to return her burgerking uniforms. Almost forgotten, I havent returned my uniform after quitting.
Then, we went to BurgerKing. First I saw Kanesh then some familiar faces. I miss them so much! The fun times we had last year.. Cliques like ade, cheryl, dylan, hafiz, din etcetc are unforgettable. Wonder how are they doing lately.. There were many new faces too, mostly young people in sec 2 this year. 14 young what. Cynthia & douglas joined bk too, after learning from me that BK's pay is 'okay'. If $4.50/hr is okay then u can join cleaners to sweep the voiddecks already. Not referring to cyn.

Next week will be going out with heidi belynda and some 3.9 girls. Havent contacted them yet but will soon do it.

Another month will mark the end of 2008 and its the arrival of 2009. Next year will be a hectic year because its O level. I don't think I can catch up with next year's syllabus because there are many loopholes in this year's. It's like the theory "If you want to construct a building, build the base first then proceed with its stacking". Hadnt been paying attention during lessons throughout the year. About 35% was missed, especially for Science and History. Was in my own dreamland when teachers were conducting the lessons. I feel so bad, so guilty of my own actions. I bet I'm gonna regret like how I did during PSLE. Actually didnt really regret. During PSLE, it was last minute mugging. LAST MINUTE. At the first half of the year, didnt give a hoot about what was happening. Then it struck me that secondary school path is important. Was aiming Haising then changed my target to Coral, because it is near and kinda like the uniform too. Digressing from this topic. I DO NOT want to regret after I got my O lvl results.
Don't want to get ostracized by my father side. They might want to compare me with my cousin who is so smart that her face was on newspaper. YAYA
Shan't say further. I only know how to say but wont carry out what I want. I'm always lazy, right since young. Lazy and loves procrastinating. My blog is one example, havent been blogging for days and seems like my tagboard is dying too.
Will start chionging soon, especially for science, weakest subject.

Anyway, I have removed the sheer background as it is blocking my words. I myself can't even read it from the main page, let alone you.

Oh, it's pouring outside! Love it, love the cool fury wind, love the moist atmosphere. Hate acclimating with hot weather.

After watching this video, I suddenly have an urge to learn classical singing. Those as in you use your fake strained voice and sing the high pitch. Seelong's so cool, she's learning grade 8 singing now. :\

Lastly, hear out my new song. WHAHA

2008-11-21T22:18:00.001-08:00

My aunty says my cousin topped in psle in her sch. Top, i mean 1st in sch. I feel so incompetent for scoring so lousy for my psle.
Moreover she's from the prestigous pri sch name nanchiau? Im nt sure. Hell, she's a wicked genius. Psle agg of 28...+
Aunty was like, why didnt she appear on news.
Lol im dumb

2008-11-21T06:41:00.001-08:00

Who the fuck is guaikia999@hotmail.com
Go bang wall and die lah disgusting cyber stalker
yucks dont wanna say about it anymore.

Anyway today was really tiring! I slept at 7am and woke up at 12.30pm. Met eliza and her bf Alvin at E!hub then watched madagascar. Not bad eliza, change again :] Jiaming spoilsport. Suddenly smsed me and say his friend's having problem cannot come.
Then went to yinghao's bbq at his condo. Lol felt so paiseh coz im not even close to them. Dora,Eliza and Alvin kept persuading me to go.
Walked home with Dora & Botak. Thanks for sending ahs.

so tired, BYE

2008-11-20T09:49:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps I'm back! && now my com is free from virus thanks to my father's friend who helped to repair FOC. This isin't the first time nor the second but I think it's like the 6th time in this year. Damn electronic gadgets which love to break down suddenly without giving a warning before hand. Same goes to my N81 hp which is down again; memory low, it system says. Ironically, mass memory still has over 7GB unused. I think I have to travel to century sq again(5th time this time in 2 mths) to get it done.

Im gonna blog about, last week's happenings.
On forgotten which day, went out with Belynda and Heidi to find belynda's cardigan.
Met up with them at Whitesands MRT and headed down to cityhall. We ate sakae sushi first, then walked around. Heidi was kind, lent me her camera(cost $1800+) and being absent-minded as I was, I lost her lens cover. OMG blame me. Me, camera-girl for the day.

Many many pictures, but i eliminated some.

2008-11-17T09:26:00.000-08:00

I'm on MIA becos my com suddenly broke down on me.
Consider myself as unlucky to have my com break down at this moment when I have all the freetime I want.
My brother, duno which web he went into that made the com catch the virus.
Am blogging thru phone now. Haha

2008-11-12T00:31:00.000-08:00

I feel so guilty that I missed my tuition yesterday. I forgotten that yesterday was tuesday and went out with dora till night.

GUILTY!

GUILTY!

2008-11-10T06:15:00.000-08:00

Remembered that I applied for Fish & Co. about two weeks ago with cynthia, and they called me a few hours later to ask me to go for interview the following day. I rejected them and thought they would never gonna call again. Yesterday, they called me again. They asked me to go to interview today. Yes I went. They said I will report to work asap when they got my uniform ready.

I should be feeling happy, because I got the job! But, in contrary, I don't think I any satisfied. They revised the pay; from $5/hr to $4/hr. What's wrong with them? If the pay has not been revised, I believe that the workers there are more than happy to be working for them. Reducing the pay only makes the worker think "I want to quit le lah!"

So I found another job. A better job with a better environment. What's more, the pay is better.

3 more months to my 16th birthday and it would be if I want to find a job. Swensens, toy r us, pasta mania etc etc. The pay is kinda attractive too.

Let's pray, for money to snow down during christmas. Since Singapore can't have snow, god should snow some money down.

2008-11-08T10:27:00.001-08:00

During school days when holidays are yet to come, I love weekends alot because it's a time when you can relax, away from all the hectic time tables and schedules.
When holidays are here, I dislike weekends because.. It's just don't like lah.

Watching Korean dramas. So nice, the actors and actresses all so chio. LOL

2008-11-07T06:21:00.000-08:00

Just reached home and my legs are aching like crazy. Have not eaten my dinner :(

Went out with cousin, Jingyao, to cityhall. He's so tall and I was like a dwarf just now when standing beside him. My family genes all not short one, and I'm exceptionally short.
I think we have walked the whole of cityhall. First, we walked around Marina Sq. Then, we went to Peninsula. There's nothing much, only clothes, accessories, bags etc.. Came up from the escalator and saw one guy doing his tattoo. Then, we walked to "London Town"(my own invention) as the buildings look so cosmopolitan. LOL and we walked up to ROM. I didnt know that ROM is so small.
I'm tired already so shall stop typing.
Had fun!

Images' quality sucks, i know

2008-11-06T06:38:00.001-08:00

Tuesday
Went out with adeline !! SO HAPPY! It's been so long since we went out in duo. Meet her at central and we ate Fish porridge then headed to tampines to watch The Coffin. Actually she wanted to watch the show at E!Hub but I told her E!hub costs more expensive. (I think same price lah, my mistake). Before the show started, we went around and she helped me to ask for jobs. So bold, I dare not ask the people if they have any vacancies.

Whilst in the cinema, Adeline got super irritated by the couple sitting beside her. Old couple, the aunty is no different from any children, kept asking her husband questions. Stupid right, how would her husband know? Thenthen, got few teenagers sitting two rows infront of us and they were talking so loud, commenting on the show and laughed. SO LOUD IT WAS AUDIBLE IN THE WHOLE CINEMA. LOL hate the sound effects of the show, so sudden. And also, I dont really understand the storyline. ZZ

Today
Went job-hunting with fareza. We went to Safra's sakura after knowing that muhyiddin once worked there before. We waited like 2hrs for them to open the shop and then we were told that there is no more vacancy. =.= disappointed of course. Went to E!HUB.... Was buying cup-walker and I thought I sawXIAOBAIand I think it is really xiaobai. He was wearing black shirt and black pants with two tattoos on his both of each of his ankle, and one cow piercing in between his two nosestrils(sorry I dont know what piercing is that called). I think, xiaobai is the most handsome guy on Earth and he's even hotter than Rain or Zac Efron, SERIOUS! Never seen someone so gorgeous on Earth before.

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So sad, Adeline and Cynthia both have a job, while I'm sitting here crossing my leg thinking of where I should go to the next day. Moreoever they are working at the same place, Burgerking. Never will I dug my head down to burger king again. I will never go back there to work, after learning my lesson last year. Why? Because the managers there sucks, especially bryan. A big fat tyrant who loves hanky-pankying around with chinese(Made-in-china) workers.

Talking to my cousin in msn now, and he was saying if he could not pass english he might not choose the course he wants. :( English is so important. I wish I could learn french, SO COOOLL!

2008-11-03T09:22:00.000-08:00

HALF-WAY THROUGH BUILDING THE BITS OF MY BLOG
HAHA TOO BORED, TOO BORED THATS WHY
IF YOUR EYES HAVE PROBLEMS READING WITH MY TINY FONT
ANDAND EVERYTIME YOU WOULD SCRUTINIZE,
NOW ITS BIGGER
AND I CAN SEE CLEARER
IN THE MIDST WAHAHA

DONE!

Anyway pictures are here, as promised in previous post(only a few hours apart)

thanks dora, for the pictures

2008-11-03T07:22:00.000-08:00

I am going to change my blogskin soon! I guess if i have the time..
Because I have problem with time management, I might procrastinate until the day aliens invade the world. That means, forever.

Anyway, today went Ice-skating with Dora Cynthia Douglas Sam Weichin. Was supposed to be another class gathering but ended up only few of us. Sam's leaving for Melbourne tmr so I guess it would be nice for us to meet up and treat it as a farewell party. Fatin & Adeline & Isaac are all wet blankets , you guys didnt come.
Especially Isaac and Fatin, came up with many funny excuses. Fatin, ughh.

Met them at Whitesands Mrt. Before that i was in the bus when cyn came calling and said she's not gotta go because doug's having a fever. That really drived my mad as a thought when so many people arent going already and she had to be another spoilsport. And ranted, nagged and persuaded through the phone until she said " okay i will go". (Ohya douglas is her boyfriend that's why she was so tensed up.) I guess she must have felt the guilt/fear on the other line when we talked on phone, that made her changed her mind to go.

Then, we all took the MRT and made our way to Kallang Leisure Park. Yes, we went to Ice-Skating!!! Day-light robbery, cost me $18.50 for 2 hours. Stupid Ong Wei Chin, aggravated me but he learnt his lesson. Meet your maker bah, don't think everyone is easy to be bullied. Haha chased him around the rink and he fell down himself. Haha cynthia and I were making fun of him about his teeth. Cynthia kept saying "there rabbit! rabbit! dont knock your teeth, later no need do braces". We meant no harm, just funny to his reaction.

Soon, went to dinner at 18chefs. The food is so nice nicenicenice and you can also enjoy the view of a handsome gangster guy. Admire his tattoo on both his hands. He is so cute, he has super black hair with short banks & super fair skin. Sounds abit like Edward Cullen, hehe.

Tada, pictures will be uploaded soon.

2008-10-29T21:41:00.001-07:00

Didnt go to school today, couldnt wake up in the morning as i slept at 2 ytd night. Plus, add-ons, i have a headache, until now, it wldnt go away.

Fall back in sch work. Didnt do mr fong's matrices hw cos i dont knw hw to do! Haven finish watching ace-learning vid. No use saving in thumbdrive, it blank out on me. Argh. Hate hw once again.

Haha bigthanks to belynda for letting me send 100 songs. Nw my phone has so many songs of the similiar genre.

2008-10-29T03:58:00.001-07:00

Tag replies

;Fareza : haha they called me once and didnt call back already. I think if they not calling, I finding another job :D

;Cynthia : haha which cheryl? GVSS? cheryl yee? LOL

;Seelong : I no guts one and it is very abrupt to start a conversation. Nvm I'll talk to you, its better. You are nicer than guys.

; Shimin : okay will relink u!!

; Dora : My english chim ge pi lah, LOL I also never fail end-of-year!

; Cynthia : Not funny siol, Stupid ong wei chin ! nvm next time we go suan him. =DDDD

2008-10-28T03:48:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you would have an urge to tell someone someone, or just talk to them
But whenever you tried, you would tell yourself, forget about it
Sometimes the person is right infront of your contact list, and everytime you look through the list, the person's name seems so visible, like a spotlight.
You would be left tongue-tied sometimes.
Mostly because your ego tells you so, and you cant pluck your greatest courage up.
You would keep thinking, leave the talking for tomorrow, or another time when the time seems right.
The time will never be right, because you will procrastinate.

When that person isin't here anymore, his absence makes your heart grows fonder.
Everything is inevitable, the time has to move on.
You can't do anything, but just carry on with your normal routine.
Sometimes you would feel so breathless, as if you could die without the person.

No one can make your heart waiver, except for the only person.
The person has flaws, but you can't see it, you only see the good sides.

You don't know what to do, which directions to go.
Just follow your heart.

It's been so long, but why, can't get rid of you.
Shall stop here, and post happy pictures of the bbq!!

& Last but not least....

I hate ong wei chin for the freaking hand sign =.=

2008-10-27T04:44:00.000-07:00

Saturday
Met up with my ex classmates(6/6) in the chalet at costa sand. Omg I was sosososo excited when I saw them, I missed them so much! People who went were Dora Adeline Cynthia Isaac Shawn Jarel Dinie Yuyang Beihao Jiahong Shermaine Pearlyn Sam Weichin Oswin etcetc cant remember already. Best classmates ever. We had a BBQ and the food was totally inedible. They dont even know how to BBQ crabmeat. End up getting all charcoaled like.
Some spoilsports were leonard lisa aloy joee who didnt appear :'(
The best part of the chalet was watching the halloween show in the pitch dark room. Adeline & I were indirectly teasing at him, esp his bugbunny tooth. He's still super irritating and nothing has changed, except that he grew much taller.
&& Jarel lasered off his mole that was above his mouth. So cool, he said it cost him $120.
The damn best thing that I won't forget. Maybe they might open another chalet in this late December.
Courtesy of Sam, who spent so much on the chalet.
Adeline please send me all the photos we took together !! :D:D

Today
Went Job Hunting with Cyn, douglas and her friend fiona. Applied for Fish & Co. and they said they would call back on thurs or fri. Guess what? They actually called me up just now, few hours after I had given them the application form. Haha they asked me to work tmr in the morning but was turned down by me. I have got lessons tmr, sad. Ya , I won't sacriface my lessons for work. Cheryl & Madeline are working there too :D:D HAHA saw dennis, he was in the kitchen, frying fries there. LMAO HAHA
Went to bbc with cyn and douglas. They played bb with sam and weichin and soon, leonard came. ahh nth else. Hope they call me back. If not, i gonna find jobs with dylan.

2008-10-24T07:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's
Went for lunch w Dora after school at 18chefs. The food is so yummy you ppl should try it. There is one super handsome and cute guy who works there. His arms are full of tattoos omg so cool. He looked so young.
Digressing from this...
Went back to sch to get back report book.
I swear I was super scared to see my results and I prayed so many times in a day.
Went back to class and the 1st thing i asked ms tham was, " Did i pass my english? "
She nodded her head and gave me one skeptical look. English, is such an unpredictable subject. Sometimes I would get very good results but sometimes would get so low(fail). Why is there such a big gap between the good and lousier result.
Anyway I my L1R5 is super disastrous I almost fainted upon seeing it. 24 for L1R5 and 19 for L1R5. Heng, I passed everything. I got 59 for Amaths in the report book. One more mark to a B4. Means that I will get 18 for L1R4. Why is Mr Fong is heartless in grading.
Nvm, work harder in the following year.

2008-10-22T05:10:00.000-07:00

Didnt go to school today haha. Forgotten today is my how many time of not going to school. Too many times to be remembered. My dad scolded me for being lazy. I am a chao lazy person!

Omg getting back report book tmr. I'm so scared. Scared that I fail my english overall then my position will be pushed behind. Stupid proposal. If only I had done the format correctly then I wouldnt have failed. Everyone is deem to failure but not everyone can pick themselves up.
Omg I think I cant sleep tonight.

My mom keep saying my brother is so smart, so intelligient and much more sensible than me. Then she tried to thrash my ego down by saying bro almost go to what raffles school. lame. what future president ah i future bush.

Gonna get some disappointing remarks when they see my report book.
English again-.- . Should have properly thought of nice things to write.

Cant wait till 6/6 gathering on this Sat. Miss them so much so much.